Author: The squid

We did not get the house

Work has finally figured out telehealth. This is good but will make for a very busy next few days.

Today after coming home, I made dinner my mother, husband, and daughter. Then we played on the play set in my brothers backyard. Then we gave her a bath. And put her to bed.

All that means I have a job to go to, enough money/good credit to buy a house in the middle of a pandemic, food, clean water, an awesome shelter, loving/supportive family to provide childcare while I/my husband work, family willing to let us sleep in their house while they are away….the blessings are endless. Things are stressful but they could be so much worse

I would very much like to not overeat anymore. The addict in me is full play ( has never/will never go away). I look for any excuse to indulge. Any reason to not feel the anxiety that comes with not eating. I am only at ease if I’m stuffing my face. But even that comes with its own sense of unease. It’s just more understandable

I would very much like to not overeat anymore. The addict in me is full play ( has never/will never go away). I look for any excuse to indulge. Any reason to not feel the anxiety that comes with not eating. I am only at ease if I’m stuffing my face. But even that comes with its own sense of unease. It’s just more understandable

My daycare finally closed today. Validating but also scary for what lies ahead.

As of yesterday, the US is now the epicenter of the coronavirus. Just today brought 18,000 new cases totaling over 100,000