So much on the brain right now. My husband’s employer is threatening furloughs. He will probably be one of them. My clinic is being monitored closely for productivity. The clinic getting shut down is definitely not an impossibility. We put in a seventh offer on a house.

The pandemic rages on. Who knows for how long. A big part of me wants the social distancing measures to end. The other part obviously doesn’t want people to get sick. But damn, we can’t go in like this indefinitely

I like to fill my brain with bullshit. Everyday I consume massive amounts of complete useless bullshit that only makes me feel bad.

I’m exhausted by the time I get home and all I want to do is lie in bed to consume a bunch of nonsense. I’ll do it for hours

Everyday I long to work in the ED. I definitely have a grass is greener syndrome.